Monday, June 20, 2011

absent

Why have I avoided blogging?

The same question I've asked myself over and over.
The reminder is present in the nagging voice in the back of my head, in my friends' curiosity and the full memory on my camera.

Yet, I cannot answer the question.

It frustrates me and makes me upset. Because EMMA loves blogging, but the anti-Emma does not.

Blogging makes me happy, so am I avoiding happiness?
Maybe I need a break?

3 comments:

Missy said...

Blogcation.
Do it!

Anonymous said...

Hey Em! I just 'discovered' your blog and I really truly love it so much. You are so inspirational. I, too, am a teenage girl struggling to recover from an eating disorder. I'm at a healthy weight, but I still don't eat 'normally' and am 'obsessed' with eating healthy foods... if that makes sense... Anyway, I wanted to let you know that you really inspire me, and I have no doubt there are other girls out there who get so much benefit from reading your posts. I hope you continue blogging. (please?) Regardless of what you choose to do, best of luck in recovery!

Haley said...

I hope you're doing well <3