Hey guys, I just needed to let out what I'm feeling to a community that I know will support me.
I've been so anxious and upset lately. All I can think about are those things that are worrying me.
I have strong urges and even skipped lunch today, something I haven't done in a long time.
I have gained alot of weight because of my night-overeating and I feel so uncomfertable.
It's just hard. I want to fight ED. I want to be okay. But I'm tired. And unmotivated.
ED is waiting for me with open arms, can I resist?
I know I need to.
Can anyone relate?
Could you help remind me of the importance of recovery?